P90x is gone make me or break me!

Yup...I started this thing yesterday. Totally sucked :-( I did about 30 minutes and damn near collapsed on my floor lmao oh well. At first I was like damn u fat pig why cant u do this?! I was super tired...it was no joke man. But this morning when I woke up i told myself i just need to ease into it. And if I can do 20 mins 1 week, 30 the next, 40 the next, etc I'll be making big progress. SOOOOO I changed my attitude about that. Imma just continue to go to the gym and do my lil cardio for an hour and combine it with my 'barely making it' P90x workouts.

And when I say continue going to the gym...I mean start.

But anyway so this clean eating thing...i think i need to start making my own salad dressing. This has been the only thing in the past 3 days that I've eaten that I havent made myself. Imma go home and see wassup. I got a recipe for garlic basil dressing so I'd like to try that out.
Heres what I had for lunch this afternoon:




Hopefully I can keep up this momentum. I looked at that salad and was so mad, cause I want FOOD....a big ass burger or something! But imma stay strong. Plus, I can have a burger if I want...it just needs to have high grade ground turkey...imma allow myself that as a lil treat this weekend maybe. I plan on baking my own bread this wknd so maybe i'll use that to put the burger on ^_^ owww!

anyway yea so i also woke up at 7am and did pilates today. it was only 10 minutes but thats because it was only a 10 minute dvd thingy lol i felt pretty good afterwards though. Im thinking maybe i'll do 10 mins all week and bump it up next week. Slow and steady, baby!